t i c k i n g a n d t a l k i n g

The time has come.

Sun, 29 Mar 2009 17:43:03 GMT

Comment and I'll add ya back

Wed, 25 Mar 2009 05:49:57 GMT

bye bye myspace, it was a good 6 years. DAMN.

WompWomp

Wed, 25 Mar 2009 03:14:08 GMT

It's mind-boggling to me that there are people afraid to travel by themselves. I know people who won't even go out to eat lunch by themselves. For me being alone has always given me a lot of time to think, reflect, listen to music. It's an escape from my family and traveling alone has always been empowering to me. Today was the first time I took the el train by myself, and for a second I got worried when I realized I was on the opposing track while the train was coming, but I just took a deep breath and reminded myself that "it's philly these trains run every 10minutes." I ended up showing off my new crocheting skills :

and for some reason my allergies are in overdrive. I had a fucked up dream last night that one of my boyfriend's best friends raped me!?! Not sure what that means, but I'm going to dream google that shit and when I come up with an answer I'll let you know. All in all it was a busy and very fun weekend I'm happy to always be doing something different each weekend, I'm making sure not to grow up too fast.

Can't stop, won't stop

Wed, 18 Mar 2009 20:28:15 GMT

http://nowinnershere.blogspot.com/

eye

Mon, 16 Mar 2009 16:18:52 GMT

hate asking for favors

my favorite jeans have a huge rip in the left thigh-zone :( super bummed about that. my two other levis fit me awkwardly all the sudden and are too baggy making me look like i'm carrying around a load in my pants.

/ worst entry

Mon, 16 Mar 2009 15:10:54 GMT

I had a dream that my real dad sent me thousands of postcards from Japan, that my mom had kept hidden from me. I found them in a bag under my mom's bed along with a jar of pickles.

??

I'm wide awake and twittering

Mon, 16 Mar 2009 06:01:08 GMT

http://twitter.com/honeybeess

bounce that

Wishing you could keep me closer

Sun, 15 Mar 2009 05:43:27 GMT

I applied for my passport tonight. I had to reference to my birth cirtificate and saw this :

STREET AND NUMBER OF RESIDENCE
Glenbrook Trailer Park Lot 3

I went home to a trailer located in the slumbs of Atlanta. Two days later we were shipped out to Germany. I just found out what my real dad's birthday is. May 1,1967. My mom was 20 years old when she had me (my age.) Who knew all of this would bring up such weird emotions?

I'll always be jealous of anybody with a great family.

sickest

Fri, 13 Mar 2009 16:58:07 GMT

I think I've got the flu.

I'm not putting all my eggs in one basket because baskets are super fucking gay.

Fri, 13 Mar 2009 00:36:21 GMT

Don't forget this: Just because someone else has something you want, doesn't mean it has anything to fucking to do with you.

Wed, 11 Mar 2009 07:31:28 GMT

Erica, there are summer jobs here available. The jobs are admin assistant to computer work nothing real technical. It's a good chance to make some decent money.

Don Moreno

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So I guess I'll be spending my summer in Japan working for my dad?j

Metric leaked

Wed, 11 Mar 2009 00:18:42 GMT

words cannot describe how happy I am

Can't wait for tomorrow

Mon, 09 Mar 2009 20:57:05 GMT

I DON'T WANNA GO HOME!!! WHY CAN'T I JUST LIVE IN YOUR BED FOREVERRRR?

Life sucks. Being at Matt's house rules but.. it's harder to leave than ever now adays. I can feel myself spreading thin amongst my friends it sucks, but it's always been my defense mechanism. Popcorn in a few minutes, no use fighting it. Wish I had my ipod, new metric leaked, listening to the smashing pumpkins in bed with a space heater. I love this.

sweeter than Splenda

Wed, 04 Mar 2009 00:30:04 GMT

I really need the following :
socks
new gloves
new boots that are snow-proof but still fashionable

My nose is runny and I'm going away again this weekend, best life (sometimes.)

Also :

get your shamrock shakes!!!

SMILE

Sun, 01 Mar 2009 16:36:57 GMT

Whatever! I love Lily Allen!

HAHAHAH

Sun, 01 Mar 2009 00:14:27 GMT

Today I turned on my camera to find pictures of my dad's secretary giving him a blowjob. Minutes later, I hear a scream from another room as my 12-year-old sister discovers similar pictures on HER camera. Mom and dad say it's no big deal. FML - fmylife.com

Sat, 28 Feb 2009 22:40:23 GMT

sometimes I update my blog

http://nowinnershere.blogspot.com/

Boring

Sat, 28 Feb 2009 12:59:41 GMT

My feet are covered in Blisters, I'm so sleepy. I got to sleep in an extra half hour but somehow I was more awake at 6:30 a.m? Bought "Dear Diary" by Lesley Arfin (Introduction by Chloe Sevigny,) so good, I'm a Vice nerd, sorry world. Eating Quaker blueberry & oats muffin bars, coffee tastes really nice this morning. Tomorrow is my only day off. Who wants to buy me $22 Urban Decay red lipstick? Any takers? 99.9% sure that my little brother's druggie friends stole my ipod which has sent me into a blind rage, but I figure if I can't find it by the time we move (just trying to keep positive and convince myself I lost it,) then I'm going to buy one sometime in May. I had a three hour conversation last night with my boyfriend (Matt!) about how our three year age difference is only noticeable when we talk about our pasts, and he asks "Well I was a TGIF kid, you were probably still a baby who liked Snick," and I just hummed laughing "Yeah," and I explained in great detail the first poundpuppy I ever owned. Complete with a velcro stomach that hid little puppies inside. Next Sunday I'm going with Matt to see Step Forward in Doylestown, a change from our usual routine which is just eating in bed and watching movies. I need to wash my face and get ready for work, tend to my blisters.

Thu, 26 Feb 2009 04:00:28 GMT

lucky charms DO holla

Wed, 25 Feb 2009 04:56:35 GMT

- Describe me in one word... just one single word. Positive or negative.

- Leave your word in a comment before looking at what words others have used.

Blame on the goose got you feeling loose..

Thu, 12 Feb 2009 20:01:08 GMT

I love the new Jamie Foxx song have I mentioned this yet?

I also fed my dogs various lunch meats and hope their little belly's don't explode, especially considering I was just being a nice mommy.

love you

Thu, 12 Feb 2009 02:13:44 GMT

it's so nice when you're hanging out with your friends and you call me simply because you really want to :) what a man what a man what a man what a mighty good man

Lost at 20

Wed, 11 Feb 2009 01:42:30 GMT

"For the Love of Ray J" = my newest Vh1 obsession.

"We're warm, but also wet!" - Weather man

Tue, 10 Feb 2009 01:06:26 GMT

I'm going to try and tag most of my entries for now on in an attempt to be more ~organized~ if you look to the right of my layout the following tags are in attendance :

* fiction i mean friction
* fuck
* midget mac
* mixmix
* no back burner bitch
* sappy bleeding vagina

The "Midget Mac" tag made me lolll but unfortunately that entry has since been deleted. "Sappy bleeding vagina" is especially touching as well.

One of my two wisdom teeth decided to start pinching my cheek again. Why won't you just grow in already like the left tooth did? Why must you be so difficult? I also have the dreaded doctors appointment tomorrow AND to top it all off my mom's boyfriend (now her EX,) disconnected our family cell phone plan yesterday. So my blackberry is cold and lonely in the bottom of my purse. Holla @ them go-phones I guess? On the bright side since I don't have a landline or my celly my technologically handicap bf is forced to video chat with me, which is really cute.
Missing -
All I've eaten today is applesauce and half a raw bagel. HELP. Now I'm sucking on some sour patch kids for strength

Sat, 07 Feb 2009 13:05:41 GMT

I just can't get enough of Special K with blueberries. So. Damn. GOOD.

The first diet of my life = "The Japanese banana diet."

They list the basic diet rules as:

1. Eat one or more bananas along with room temperate water for breakfast. If you’re still hungry 15 to 20 minutes later, you can have other food, but you should not feel overly full.
2. Eat whatever sort of food you want for lunch and dinner, but eat dinner by 8 p.m. If you just absolutely have to have something after dinner, make it a piece of fruit.
3. Go to bed by midnight at the latest.
4. Only drink room temerpature water, in sips, and no more than you want to drink. Don’t feel you need to drink a specific quantity of water.

Please do not bombard me with diet ideas/ knocking this diet/ etc etc etc. I'm not into fitness at all I just wanna loose my muffin top and I love bananas so I'll be a monkey's uncle in the meantime.

Sadly my family's home is going into foreclosure on April 20th my brother's birthday/ anniversary of my aunt dying in a house fire/ and let us not forget Hitlers b-day 4:20 JUST BLAZE if I can make it until April it'll be a miracle. Hopefully Melissa and I will have tickets to the Maury Povich show by then. If we do not I will probz off myself and leave a torrid suicide note directed towards Maury who ultimately is responsible for my downfall.

I had a long talk with Nicole last night and she made me realize how guarded I am. The fact that I ignore my friends sometimes for weeks at a time isn't normal, with everything that is always going on with my family I often times lose myself in the process. I'm sorry for being such a crappy friend.

Ya know?